Notes to Poem:
My New Mantra

Peter Y. Chou
WisdomPortal.com


Preface: This poem was written when I came across my 1964 paperback of Philip Wheelwright's Heraclitus. With my yellow-marker, I highlighted Fragments that inspired me. On page 19 was his Fragment 8 "I have searched myself"
to which I wrote next to it "Have you found?" On opposite page 18, I wrote "19 years after posing this question,
I found the answer in Plotinus's Enneads, IV:8:1 "Heraclitus [wants] us to seek within ourselves as he sought for
himself and found." (See poem "Found" and Notes). Recalled my first Zen sesshin (1971) with Zen Master from
Rochester, Philip Kapleau who quoted Picasso "I do not seek. I find." That was my new mantra inspiring this poem.


Commentary on Poem: My New Mantra

Whack! Whack!— The paddle cracked
down on my shoulder as I nodded
to sleep in my first Zen sesshin in
1971 at the filled Harvard gym

Zen Stick Used
at Zen Sesshin
to Awaken Meditators

Kyosaku: Zen Paddle Used
in Soto Zen Meditation
By Sato Giei (1921-1967)

Zen Sesshin at Gym
in Setagaya Gakuen, Japan
similar at Harvard Gymnasium
Sesshin literally "touching the heart-mind") is a period of intensive meditation (zazen) in a Zen monastery.
It was when I was living in Cambridge, Massachusetts and doing my postdoctoral research at Brandeis
University, that I went to my first Zen Sesshin (2-17-1971). The Harvard gymnasium was packed with
students. Zen assistants walk around the gym and whack those falling asleep with a Zen paddle on both
shoulders if you raise your hand for the whacks. Never meditated so long before & I asked for the whacks.
When attending the 6th Biophysics Conference in Kyoto (1978), I was bold enough to visit Soji-Ji Temple
in Yokohama, and sat an afternoon in meditation. When the Head Monk told me they whack students
falling asleep, I told him my experience getting whacked at Philip Kapleau's Zen Sesshin at Harvard.
Found the poem "Be Still and Know I am Being" written that day in Yokohama (8-28-1978).
Photo Sources: Zen Sesshin (terebess.hu); Zen Paddle (terebess.hu); Sesshin in Japanese Gym (tokyoweekender.com)

Some two hundred have gathered here
to meditate and clear their mind in
six hours. Zen Master of Rochester
Philip Kapleau asked the crowd—

Three Pillars of Zen
by Philip Kapleau

Philip Kapleau
Zen Master of Rochester
Three Pillars of Zen (1965) is a Zen classic, which introduced me to Zen Buddhism.
Ram Dass writes a glowing review of this book (July 14, 2015), how Kapleau was one
of the founding fathers of American Zen, transplanting it from Japan to American soil.
"Buddhism in America" tells about Kapleau's teaching at his Rochester Zen Center
(By George Vecsey, New York Times, June 3, 1979). Kapleau had 13 years of Zen
training in Japan, and received permission to teach in 1965 from Hakuun Yasutani
(1885-1973). I enjoyed Kapleau's book as it contained examples of Zen practioners
experiencing satori (enlightenment).
Photo Sources: Three Pillars of Zen (amazon.com); Philip Kapleau (buddhanet.net)

"How many of you are seeking
enlightenment?" All hands went
up in the gym including mine—
quite a wonderland sight to see.

Hands Raised

Hands Raised in Crowd
Philip Kapleau addressed the roomful of Zen aspirants at Harvard:
"There are too many of you wanting to become Buddhas." He asked
"How many of you are seeking for enlightenment?" And all the hands
went up. Of course, I didn't have a camera with me for that snapshot.
The two photos above are from Google Images of "Hands Raised"
Photo Sources: Hands Raised (synthio.com); Raised Hands in Crowd (imgflip.com)

Kapleau shook his head— you know
what Picasso said on this—
"I do not seek— I find."
Whoa! Whoa!— My mind leaped—

Graham Sutherland Meeting
Picasso (Nov. 20, 1947)

Graham Sutherland (1903-1980)
Self Portrait (1977)

Christ in Glory (1962)
by Graham Sutherland
When Kapleau quoted Picasso: "I do not seek. I find." my mind literally leaped
for an instant awakening. I did not ask the Zen Master for the source of his quote,
nor did I have the time to trace the quote in books on Picasso. With convenience
of the Internet now, I found the quote at Tate Gallery when the British painter
Graham Sutherland visited Picasso (Nov. 20, 1947) in Vallauris, southern France.
Photo Sources: Sutherland Meets Picasso (tate.org); Sutherland's Self Portrait (npg.org.uk);
Christ in Glory (wikimedia.org)

No wonder we're not enlightened—
hopping from guru to guru,
searching sacred texts for clues,
chanting "Om"s and getting nowhere!

Sri Chinmoy
(1931-2007)

Swami Satchidananda
(1914-2002)

Yogi Bhajan
(1929-2004)

Paul Reps
(1895-1990)

Swami Rama
(1925-1996)

Paul Brunton
(1898-1981)

Master Subramuniya
(1927-2001)

Swami Chinmayananda
(1916-1993)

Seung Sahn
(1927-2004)

Wei Wu Wei
(1895-1986)
I began reading about Buddhism around 1967, to have a clearer mind for more creative research in biochemistry
where I was doing a doctorate at Cornell. I met Anthony Damiani at his bookshop, American Brahman in downtown
Ithaca (4-5-1968), and attended his weekly seminars on the perennial philosophy. He introduced me to the teachings
of Paul Brunton and Ramana Maharshi. I didn't know at the time that Anthony was my first spiritual mentor. I met
Sri Chinmoy and Satchidananda at Cornell (1969), Yogi Bhajan at Brandeis (1971), Paul Reps in Boston (5-3-1971),
Swami Rama (1972). After meeting the sage Paul Brunton in Switzerland (8-30-1972), I stopped searching for gurus,
since Anthony regarded PB as an authentic sage with cosmic consciousness. Sacred texts consulted include I Ching,
Lao Tzu's Tao Te Ching, Bhagavad Gita and Upanishads. At Brandeis, took yoga classes with Haven O'More,
where we did lots of "Om" chanting (1970-1972). Other gurus crossing my path include Master Subramuniya
(6-14-1970 & 6-15-1999), Swami Chinmayananda (1972-1980, 1985), Zen Master Seung Sahn (1975-1978),
the Irish sage Wei Wu Wei (1979), and the Native American Shaman Charlie Thom "Red Hawk" (1989).
Photo Sources: Sri Chinmoy (thebluebird.co.nz; Satchidananda (yogaville.org); Yogi Bhajan (3ho.org); Paul Reps (livinghaikuanthology.com/);
Swami Rama (themeditationcenter.org); Paul Brunton (paulbrunton.org); Master Subramuniya (himalayanacademy.com);
Swami Chinmayananda (wisdomportal.com); Zen Master Seung Sahn (musangsa.org); Wei Wu Wei (wisdomportal.com)

From then on— Picasso's words became
my new manta— fly with his bird
"Peace Dove" to find treasure-trouves
in my protein structure research.

Czech #438: Picasso Dove
(issued 1-20-1951)

Czech #439: Picasso Dove
(issued 1-20-1951)

Czech #567: Picasso Dove
(issued 1-17-1953)

People's Republic of China #108-110: Picasso Dove (issued 8-15-1951)

People's Republic of China #187-189: Picasso Dove (issued 7-25-1953)

Poland #487: Picasso Dove
(issued 11-13-1950)

Poland #488: Picasso Dove
(issued 11-13-1950)

Poland #1320: Picasso Dove
(issued 1-17-1953)
Recalled Picasso Dove depicted in postage stamps, and have found them on the web from Czechoslovakia,
People's Republic of China, and Poland. PRC #187-189 stamps are poorly perforated and rendered better
in Photoshop. Poland #1320 stamp was poorly centered and was corrected in Photoshop.
Photo Sources: Czech #438 (colnect.com); Czech #439 (colnect.com); Czech #567 (colnect.com); People's Republic of China
#108-110 Triangle Dove (ebay.com); PRC #187-189 Picasso Dove (ebay.com/); Poland #487 Picasso Dove (colnect.com);
Poland #488 Picasso Dove (colnect.com); Poland #1320 Victory over Fascism with Picasso Dove (colnect.com).

And I was the first to find helix,
sheet, and reverse-turn potentials
of amino acids in proteins and
predict their structures without computers.

Chou-Fasman Amino Acids
Potentials for Helix, Sheet, β-Turns

Biochemistry 13 (211-222), 1974
"Conformational Parameters"

Journal of Molecular Biology 115
(135-75), 1977 "β-Turns in Proteins"
With Picasso's "I do not seek— I find." as my mantra, plunged ahead and tabulated the occurrences
of 20 amino acids in α-helix, β-sheet, and reverse turns in 15 proteins with known X-ray structures.
This research was done in Professor Gerald D. Fasman's lab at Brandeis University and published
in Biochemistry 13 (211-222) 1974. The accompanying paper "Prediction of Protein Conformation"
in Biochemistry 13 (222-245) 1974 utilized these potentials and six simple rules to predict protein
secondary structures. The latter paper became a Science Citation Classic "cited in over 1,160
publications, making it the most-cited paper for this journal". Took three more years to elucidate
459 β-turns in regions of chain reversals in 29 proteins, calculated from X-ray atomic co-ordinates.
It was published in Journal of Molecular Biology 115 (135-75), 1977.
Photo Sources: Chou-Fasman Potentials (chem.lu.se); Biochemistry 13 (211-222) 1974 (pubs.acs.org)
Journal of Molecular Biology 115 (135-75), 1977 (researchgate.net)

The pain from those Zen stick whacks
have long faded away, but what
the Zen Master said that day remains—
Picasso's "I do not seek— I find."

Pablo Picasso
(1881-1973)

Senegal C59 (issued 7-22-1967)
Les Demoiselles d'Avignon (1907)

Czechoslovakia 1408 (issued 7-5-1966)
Picasso's Guernica (1937)
Pablo Picasso was a Spanish painter, sculptor, printmaker, ceramicist, stage designer, poet and playwright who spent most
of his adult life in France. Regarded as one of the most influential artists of the 20th century, he is known for co-founding
the Cubist movement, the invention of constructed sculpture, the co-invention of collage, and for the wide variety of styles
that he helped develop and explore. Among his most famous works are the proto-Cubist Les Demoiselles d'Avignon (1907),
and Guernica (1937), shown above in postage stamps. Thomas Hoving wrote in the Los Angeles Times (May 8, 2007):
"There's nothing like it— Les Demoiselles d'Avignon in history of art." It is "a deliberate throw of the gauntlet to the entire
history of art. You can see it again and again and still be struck dumb by its audacity, its freshness and its courage." When I
saw Picasso's Guernica that occupied an entire room at the Museum of Modern Art in NYC (1960), I was awed by Picasso's
depiction on the horrors of war in the bombing of Guernica during the Spanish Civil War (4-26-1937). Despite the negative
images, there is a flower growing from a shattered sword, a light bulb in the eye witnessing the horror. A female figure floats into the room through a window carrying a flame-lit lamp near the light-bulb eye. Is this the Conscience we need as
guide from a crazy world to righteousness? Picasso's motto "I find" has remained with me in my protein research as well
as writing poetry. Photo Sources: Picasso (entertainment.howstuffworks.com); Senegal C59 (colnect.com); Czechoslovakia 1408 (colnect.com)

— Peter Y. Chou
    Mountain View, 4-18-2019


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